Oh the DRAMA

  I am a self proclaimed "nervous crocheter". My hands need to be working on something when I am stressed out or I will go nuts.
  With all the stress a family of 6 creates keeps my hands busy enough at times. Then add on the stress every phone call brings. My siblings,parents and nieces and nephews are all going to make me have enough stress to bring own an elephant.  
  Now....I enjoy being in the loop and knowing what is going on so I can lend a hand if needed. Ok "enjoy" may be the wrong choice of words there. Appreciate may the correct term. here's the but....BUT I do not like being put in the middle and not able to say anything to anyone else because it will cause problems. Plus knowing someone put themselves in a situation that was bad from the start and now having regrets about it. Am I supposed to support the next bad decision the counteracts the first one? The first one that affected my life in sort of a negative way I may add.


 I honestly do not know how to process some of the information I received today. 


  I suppose I just have to sit here and keep it to myself and grab one of my projects and crochet like crazy.


  Life will go on and problems will get fixed whether or not I am involved. For the one main one I am choosing to NOT be involved. I will not be a part of that one for a million dollars!! 


 There is a plan for everything and everything happens for a reason. We may never know why or want in some instances.


 I am just having a hard time right now keeping my thoughts calm and not get mad about things. Because if I am personally involved in some issues I also take it personally when bad things happen surrounding it.


 Huge range of emotions rolling in now.....I will end this as is and hope for the best.